My life...

Has been way too hard.  What the heck.  I haven't posted in FOREVER because school has been overwhelming and I was in PA for Thanksgiving (which was an awesome trip).  I love seeing my family.

So today's post is going to be short.  Why?  Because we just put my dog to sleep...I seriously have not stopped crying.  I don't mean to be a 'Debbie Downer' on a Friday night, but i did not think I had this many tears in me!  Miller was SUCH an AWESOME dog!!  He was funny, protective, smart and dumb all at once, and an attention whore.  He had a cute snaggle tooth that always showed and the softest fur!  Im really just going to miss how funny he was...if you knew him, you know what I mean :)  He always knew when I was upset and would lay by me when I cried.  God, I'm going to miss him...I do already.  Seriously, I need to stop crying.  I could make a list, a page long, of things NOT going right in my life and a very short list of the things that are.  This is not what a young, 21 year old college student should be thinking.  I need a long vaycay.  asap.

 ^^This pic cracks me up

 After getting groomed :)

 Snaggle tooth!

 "Yay Daddy's home!  Now I can lay in his suitcase!"

 He loved blankets!

 

OK so I have officially cried so much that I can't see.  My eyes are dry as the desert now and they're all cloudy!!  Ohhh Millllerrrr.  For those of you who didn't know-back in 2001 after we moved into our current house, I was riding my bike when I found Miller lying outside of a house being built.  My brother had seen a van just drop him off.  So I brought him home with me and we took him to the Havelock pound.  They had said that they were going to put him to sleep :(  So after begging my daddy, we decided to keep him!  He has been such a great dog.  His personality was absolutely awesome.  I dont know who would leave him on the side of the road....I hope that the next dog I have is just as awesome, but Miller will never be replaced.

Rest In Peace Miller