Caaallm Down!!

Phew is anybody else running around the world like a chicken with its head cut off?!!  haha...I know all you college students out there are.  It's FINALS TIME!!!  WooHoo!!!  Tomorrow is my first final and it is in my amazing Real Estate class.  A classmate came over tonight to study and I thank God he did because I unknowingly left my notebook at my house in Havelock!!  How do you do that?! The week of finals too....what an idiot I am! But he came over and we went through the study guide and he was even kind enough to scan some of his notes and send them to me.  Thank you Reid you are awesome!!!  I owe him big time.

I have been working out, but not doing a lot of cardio.  I simply haven't had time.  Believe me, no excuses, I REALLY haven't had time!  I did clean the apt very thoroughly though, so I'm sure that burned some calories.  I can't believe I graduate in what, 8 days?!  oh my gosh.  Where has my life gone?! It's flashed by and another chapter of my life is coming to an end while another (Grad school) begins.  I just hope it is all worth it in the end.

 Oh my KIA Memorial Bracelet came in!!  I love it.

 

 Ok folks, I've got to get back to studying for this exam!! talk to yall later!

My life...

Has been way too hard.  What the heck.  I haven't posted in FOREVER because school has been overwhelming and I was in PA for Thanksgiving (which was an awesome trip).  I love seeing my family.

So today's post is going to be short.  Why?  Because we just put my dog to sleep...I seriously have not stopped crying.  I don't mean to be a 'Debbie Downer' on a Friday night, but i did not think I had this many tears in me!  Miller was SUCH an AWESOME dog!!  He was funny, protective, smart and dumb all at once, and an attention whore.  He had a cute snaggle tooth that always showed and the softest fur!  Im really just going to miss how funny he was...if you knew him, you know what I mean :)  He always knew when I was upset and would lay by me when I cried.  God, I'm going to miss him...I do already.  Seriously, I need to stop crying.  I could make a list, a page long, of things NOT going right in my life and a very short list of the things that are.  This is not what a young, 21 year old college student should be thinking.  I need a long vaycay.  asap.

 ^^This pic cracks me up

 After getting groomed :)

 Snaggle tooth!

 "Yay Daddy's home!  Now I can lay in his suitcase!"

 He loved blankets!

 

OK so I have officially cried so much that I can't see.  My eyes are dry as the desert now and they're all cloudy!!  Ohhh Millllerrrr.  For those of you who didn't know-back in 2001 after we moved into our current house, I was riding my bike when I found Miller lying outside of a house being built.  My brother had seen a van just drop him off.  So I brought him home with me and we took him to the Havelock pound.  They had said that they were going to put him to sleep :(  So after begging my daddy, we decided to keep him!  He has been such a great dog.  His personality was absolutely awesome.  I dont know who would leave him on the side of the road....I hope that the next dog I have is just as awesome, but Miller will never be replaced.

Rest In Peace Miller